"Three Sleepless Nights...This isn't how it's supposed to be"

So after the whole thing of her getting pissed at me. It was awkward at first, she was so pissed then last night i finally got her to talk to me...so it seems that she hurt...and pissed off at the same time because she felt that I compared her to old things from the past...so we talked for a few hours and hopefully everything will go back to the way they were...I miss those days...it was funny even after the argument she still bugs me to marry her (she always does it...after like a month we were together...she was like "so when are you going to marry me") We've only been together for 5 and a half months and she keeps getting more and more persistant with this whole marriage thing. I don't know what I think about it. I can't see myself with anyone else because I've never been as happy with someone as I am with her. It's weird. Then I don't want to wait until I get stationed somewhere else and have to leave, either forcing me to ask her then or try to go on without her *which i don't see happening* Then my mom called me and told me she had a "nightmare" that I got married....which is really the stupidest thing I've ever heard. but it turns out that was a lie and she just wanted to see what I would say. But anyways, I degress. So yes yes...I know I feel something for her that i've never felt before for another human being before...perhaps we she could be that one for me. I don't know...I've been thinking about it...going around looking at rings and things like that you know. I don't know what I should do...I want to be with her forever I really do...but I tend to let other people's opinions weigh heavily on me...even before what I want and that has hurt me a lot in the past so I'm thinking just screw what everyone else things...this is for me and her.