I am the Martyr...take me now...

Things go up...things go down...and go back up again...then back down...but life is full of ups and downs is it not...it's natural...like Newton's law...gravity...does gravity apply to moods? I don't know...one moment depressed as hell...then doing something random to forget about it...hitting a high point then going back down....I don't like this particular ranting because I feel like I'm a whiny emo kid...but whatever I don't care...my mood hasn't been exactly stable as of late...it's cool though...it happens from time to time...i should be used to it by now...o well o well...I have friends to keep me from thinking too much...my g/f is going through some stuff of her own...she kinda distancing herself from everyone but she knows i'm here for here...to comfort her, just listen or whatever. Ahh I cut off all the stupid people that i thought were friends from home and it feels so good not to worry about who said what about me. It was just stupid..