Past: The past...eh I hate the past...why cling desperately to events
that have already happened...people that were once important...if they
are not important anymore...then why even bother continuing a
relationship with them...it's pointless...I don't understand
it...little suzy still hung up over her ex after he's moved on and got
a new girl...why care...it just causes complications and confusion
among the involved people. It causes jealousy, anger...and even in some
cases betrayal...so why even bother with the past...*O yes I wanted to
kick your ass at one point and time...but we're cool now...let's be
friends* Fuck that! I'm not gonna be your damn friend...you turned on
me once when I thought we were friends...what would stop you from doing
it again. *O you were such a good boyfriend, we can still be friends*
fuck that...you're an ex for a reason...and I don't want anything to do
with you...why should I have you in my face while thoughts of things
that happened between us flicker through my mind...it's
ridiculous...It's just like the people that sit at home and bitch about
how they wish they were kids again...no matter how hard you
wish...you're still going to grow old, you can't rewind time...so stop
bitching about it...seriously...grrr...makes me mad, so stupid..that's
why I'm away from my past...so no having to stare at stupid ex's trying
to carry on awkward friendships...no having to deal with people that
hated me for the longest and wanted to fight and shoot me and shit, now
wanting to come and smile in my face and wanting to be friends...such
bullshit...Why hang onto the past when it just causes frustrations and
anger and confusion...someone please answer that for me
Present: The present...live life to the fullest...treat every breath as
if it were your last and all of that happy stuff...hmm, just living day
by day...That's enough without having to worry about stupid people from
the past and bullshit that happened with them...Just live in the
present, plan for the future...forget the past and the bullshit that's
in it...meeting new people, starting new friendships, it makes so much
more sense than trying to salvage and fix fucked up shit from the
past...why not just start anew?? Sure the present will soon become the
past...but you know what...if bullshit happens...or a friendship
becomes ruined because someone decided to start acting stupid then
forget them...tomorrow is a new day and another opportunity to meet
someone new and replace that friend.
Future: The future is
what we are all supposed to be planning for. What everyone is supposed
to be prepared for...well you can plan your general path for the
future...like education wise...interactions you'll have with friends,
things along that nature...but no one knows exactly what is going to
happen in the future...it's like the big void that you have no idea
what's going on in it but one day you get sucked in...and when you do,
it doesn't turn out to be that bad. Hmmmmm...so why would one be stuck
on the past when they have the future to look forward to? Maybe I'm
just missing it...but I truly don't understand it...One can have hopes
for the future...that's fine, it's good to have dreams of what you want
to do.
Just thinking alot about all of this...so if someone has answers please share.
well I for one think you should hold on to the past to remind you of what happened and what you wanna either get closer to or avoid.....people can change....Although if their f**king you over that many times maybe they were just there to f**k you over as it is. The present....Well hold on to til something happens and you just cant stand it no more....I mean if its really all that bad with the people thats in it yeah maybe you should move on....The future....You can plan and plan all you want but what happens, happens. I think the only thing you can be forsure bout in that asspect is if you have plans for school. I mean you cant plan everything and expect it to go that way cause you say so. I mean you can hope and so on and so forth but nothing for sure til it happens....But this is all just my opinion and I'mma stupid 16 year ol' gurl so what the hell do I know......But I hope you figure it out. Pe@cE
you know the present is all good and you can't completely let it go because that is what you were/ what you did but you can't hold on to events that happened long ago, or you are sure to drive yourself crazy